This is a survey. Blame

.:FIRE:.

[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[ ] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[ ] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[ ] People have often called you insane.
Total: 6

.:WATER:.

[ ] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x ] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[ ] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[ ] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[ ] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[ ] You are very generous.
Total: 4

.:EARTH:.

[ ] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[ ] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[ ] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[x] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 5

.:AIR:.

[ ] You have a free spirit.
[ ] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[ ] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 7

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[ ] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[ ] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[ ] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are an atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[ ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 5

.:LIGHT:.

[ ] You are very polite.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[ ] You hate violence.
[ ] You hope for world peace.
[ ] You are generally a happy person.
[ ] Everyone loves to be around you.
[ ] You always follow the rules.
Total: 2

So I am... Air. I have to admit, I am a little surprised O.o

*Ponders*
I took the SAT todays. It was depressing and long. I am not sure I did all that great, but I am hoping for the best! I really don't want to take it again TT_TT

So, you are probably thinking what made me all happy... well, if you bother reading like some won't. *glares at *

Well, first, it means one test out of the way, and ultra prep work for the test on Monday. It is one of the shorter exams, though. I will probably bring my sketch book and little mannequin doll thingie. I will have tons and tons of fun coloring.

I also have to thank Cory for taking me out to a movie ^_^. Yesh, he won't read this, but other people have to know why I is so happy. I got to see State of Play, which I have been meaning to get to... I finally made it! I gave myself an afternoon break after the evilness of testing.

So, now I get to relax for the evening, maybe eat something eventually.

Is anyone feeling all not-hungry? I have barely eaten anything all day, and I am not hungry. I am very much not liking even the sound of food, and it is very odd for me. =.= I blame stress. For the first time, I actually lacked sleep because of stress. That does not happen to me. Ever. So. I is angry about that.

The movie made up for it <3

So yesh. Forgive spelling/grammar errors, pretty please. Hours of testing do not do the brain any good.

Okay... I give in. I got tired of seeing the 276 deviations in my inbox, and a lot messages =.=

I am not looking through the work I failed to comment on =.= Sorry guys. But I will be trying to be much more attentive the next comings day.

The reason I am "back" is because of several reasons
- I need something to do to keep stress down about the coming AP exams...
- The final yearbook deadline is tomorrow (YAY!!!!!)
- I feel like I owe you guys a few comments...
- I miss you guys.

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My journal poem...


Last resort from distorted
twisted and duplicated,
baseline (geometric kind),
replicated, positively, negatively
three-pronged response.

Silver chained dog tags
between greasy, dried, and destroyed,
yellow-fied, powder stained
coffee-dyed, sugar run
drug pumped teeth.

Understanding, crying, family?
Hate, dread, disbeliefs
corner truths passed what is
starry, sunny, dark, glum reality
manipulated twisted, strained
arm back, leg mashed,
face mangled...
Unidentifiable.

I haven't been on here for forever. Just once, and that was to make a friend a dA friend.

I would try to make a laundry list of details, but that would be nearly impossible. A lot has happened, a lot is happening. It makes me depressed, and I am just working on surviving here. I have loads of make up work to do, I can't seem to last a day in school without serious pain. Beyond the point.

I am not trying to push people away, quite the opposite. I want people around more, but it is hard to entertain people without being able to talk. So. I love you all. Well, not all, but I will say all because it is easier. I am not neglecting you purposefully.

Another thing, my art has been way off task. I can't seem to sit down and write one story because there are way too many plots going on in my head. If anyone has some collab. effort in writing thing, let me know, I might be interested.

TTYL

Well, school this year looks amazing.

My English class is going to be fun, just because I can talk about books, which is amazing.

My government teacher is awesome, he doesn't force us to raise our hands to talk. He is totally conservative as far as I can tell, but he is so awesome it doesn't matter. He is the type of guy that has has already retired, has tons of money, and is now teaching. So he doesn't care if he gets fired.

Spanish II is going to be tough because the last time I took spanish was over a year ago.... so I am going to be struggling with that. However, the plus side, I have a huge range of friends in there to have fun with.

Journalism is going to be nearly impossible. I am the only constant editor that is in the planning period, and I have no rights to determine anything. Yep, this year is going to be torture.

Math is awesome, just because it is math. Gotta love math.

School makes me happy ^_^